urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers words of the beholder dancer_spiers 2006-06-20T22:36:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:9962 2006-06-20T22:36:46Z 2006-06-20T22:36:46Z me being trully happy lasted all of three days?<br />x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:9537 2006-06-18T01:14:23Z 2006-06-18T01:14:23Z <small>happy as can be <br />:) <br />x</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:9220 2006-06-15T23:42:43Z 2006-06-15T23:42:43Z ooohhhhhhh yeeeeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!<br />ive never realised how much i enjoy watching a game of footbal.<br />and i dont care how many people dont like it.<br />i love it.<br /><br />espcially standing in a pub full of supporters, chearing on your team, <br />talking to people about the match, singing and drinking.<br />and then for your team to win.<br />that is priceless.<br /><br />today was hilarious. i ran, quite liturally from college to the pub, to watch the match, got a few drinks in, and was on my way, <br />apprently we went to the hardest, but msot 'in' pub to be in E.port.<br />of course, it was only because i was there... haha<br />but yeah, satnding in the crowd me and my mayte were the loudest there, then someone passed us a megaphone so we were even louder.<br />hahahahahaha.<br />i was obsessing over gerrard the whole match, and when he scored, these guys we were talking to, started lifting my up! hahaha<br />funny as.<br /><br />but yeah, funny night, spent it with the drama and techies after the match, from college, went to platinum and the staion. but then came home.<br />and been chatting to someone ever since....<br /><br />but bah i miss you guys, soooo much. as i hav not seeeeeeeeeen you in ages!!!!!<br />friday night?<br />anyone out?<br />xxxxxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:9165 2006-05-25T23:07:32Z 2006-05-25T23:07:32Z although nothings really happened in the past few days.<br />im happy.<br />and i like it :)<br />xxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:8955 2006-05-18T07:30:34Z 2006-05-18T07:30:34Z i tell you what. until last night. <br />i have had such a good week!<br />Disney was absolutley amazing.<br />i even went on my first Rollercoaster.<br />Space moutain.<br />it was actually amazing.<br />did loads of sight seeing yesterday, and went the moulan rouge last night.<br />but then i got massivley shouted at for helping my friends get a room key for there door!<br />seriously its not even funny. but yeah i homne soon.<br />soooo party party party<br />xxxxxxxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:8605 2006-04-26T09:14:22Z 2006-04-26T09:14:22Z i can't wait til the weekend. <br />third day back at college, and i'm allready pissed off.<br />x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:8215 2006-04-09T14:22:33Z 2006-04-09T14:22:33Z im ill.<br />i cant stop throwing up.<br />and its the holdiays.<br />do i have like the worst luck or what?<br />xxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:8122 2006-03-30T08:41:10Z 2006-03-30T08:41:10Z none. as my mp battery is bout to die. apprently i'm a spacker.<br />cause i cant walk in my jeans.<br />hmmm, well i thought i could tbh.<br />but apprently not.<br />my dance teacher makes my day shite.<br /> just by one little comment. <br />but oh well she is not in today :)<br />xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:7901 2006-03-28T18:12:32Z 2006-03-28T18:12:32Z theres pork on the floor! <br />haha. that preety much somes up my day.<br />ive had such a laugh today in the pryamid center.<br />it has meade me smile like this :) yes i have no nose, hair, body or ears. but i like it.<br />xxxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:7667 2006-03-26T19:26:20Z 2006-03-26T19:26:20Z okay. lest begin.<br />well concidering, i have no job, i managed to find 15 pound to go out lastnight.<br />maybe not a lot. but if you have nothing it is.<br />well i arrived at jamies with 15£ but arrived at the bus stop with 5£ not good.<br />liam bless him, was acyually really funny, had been drinking most of the day in the pub and therefor slightly drunk. he fell in the mud right by jamies, and then decided to wash his hands in the puddles. clever boy. haha.<br />well the bus didnt turn up. <br />so we waited ages in the bus stop. jamie and liam tried to get served in one stop. and didnt.<br />finally got the bus. but by that time we had missed both games of Lazor quest.<br />so we decided to go to casi's really really earlier. even before it opened!<br />when they did open the doors they ID us! as if they did.<br />while liz and liam waited for lovley laura, me, jamie, danniele and jess went to friars. which was actually really funny. finally decided to go back to Casi's and well on the way me and jess found daffidils and decided to 'smoke' them. cept i kinda started eating myne. <br />this was my downfall.<br />went to Casi's, and i started feeling really really ill. i think i like spent an hour on the floor in the toilets. most of the time pasted out.<br />Jess went and found liam for me. and we left. <br />and tbh. i dont really remember the rest.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:7228 2006-03-23T21:39:39Z 2006-03-23T21:39:39Z tbs. i have a victimising dance teacher. and i hate her.<br />and its not fair any more.<br />ive had enough of the off hand comments.<br />i dont want to walk round college<br />with my head stuck up my arse like she does, <br />and like she wants every one of us to do.<br />she makes me feel so shit about myslef.<br />and yes i have started messing up my diet again.<br />and its not good, but it seems like the only way <br />i can be 'a dancer'. <br />the only reason i want to go to college now, is be the people i like.<br />which is actually only a few.<br />gawd i sound like such a typical depressed teenager..<br />but meh. <br />xxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:7105 2006-03-20T10:57:31Z 2006-03-20T10:57:31Z gosh i am actually really excited for today now.<br />i dunno why. i'd given up the whole.<br />oooh look im on tv thing, after i done the worst witch,<br />cause tbh i had enough of people seeing me on tv.<br />but i suppose, its a day of college, i get paid<br />and the producer of the worst witch who was in love with me<br />is the producer of the advert.<br />she just rang me up, making sure it was me.<br />at this moment in time things seem to be looking ok.<br />thouhg for everyone around me it seems the total opposite.<br />but ahh i will not curse my self again. as sure enough i will be soon having a crap time.<br />lora<br />xxxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:6722 2006-03-15T20:26:59Z 2006-03-15T20:26:59Z taking back sunday. your so last summer <small>i am soo pissed off at the moment and also quite happy its unbelievable.<br />well bad new first.<br />my dance teahcer told me to stop being a 'mosher' today!?!?!<br />we had speeches to do , and we have to be filmed, and so she said for me to move my fringe, ok, i could take that.<br />but she carried it on, saying i want a music student<br />and i should act like more of a dancer.<br />hmm since when does my music style ever come into what dancers should <br />look like?<br />she didnt even just say it to me, it was infront of the whole class, <br />before i was about to do my speech.<br />i was mortified. <br />and i actually dont want to go to college tomorrow. <br />dont want to see my dance teacher. <br />gawd i actually hate her!!!!!!!<br />so good news?<br />well monday i will be in Bolton all day filming for a mars advert!<br />oh yes, you better watch your tv screens for me!<br />well it depends on what i have to do. lol. <br />xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:6519 2006-03-12T14:39:47Z 2006-03-12T14:39:47Z <small>well my weekend just got that little bit worst.<br />my dad just walked out on my mum.<br />nice aye?<br />gawd i feel like shit<br />xxxxx</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:6173 2006-03-08T12:58:34Z 2006-03-08T12:58:34Z is actually shit. <br />i wish i would die. <br />ahah.<br />nah im not that bad.<br />but it sucks. had no lessons, which yea is ok, <br />but its rainging, and there is nothing to do!<br />and plus this is the first chance i have got to a computer!<br />eurgh...<br />xxxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:6043 2006-03-02T20:09:54Z 2006-03-02T20:09:54Z Mary Ann-Regina Spektor <small>right problem!<br />what would you do if a 24yr old <br />who just finished with his gf,<br />and is one of your good maytes <br />started hitting on you?<br />eeeek!!<br /><br />though yesterday, my first day back at college<br />was preety imense!<br />i did no dance whatsover, and had the whole day to do <br />an assaingment, but which actually took me two hours<br />once i had realised i had done nothing at all!<br />after having half a bottle of vodka, and a joint<br />i just do not no what is writting on my assaignment, <br />but all is well.<br />i think yesterday was soo good aswel, because i stopped being shy.<br />i just chatted to people, and now i no a lot more people <br />just from one day!<br />i thnk thats made me more confident now, cause i no more people<br />instead of the dancers at college. <br />all is good for once in mylife. <br />i hope :]<br />xxx</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:5661 2006-02-22T13:19:02Z 2006-02-22T13:19:02Z Regina Spector right now i am sat in Jonnys house, staring at the chocolotte cake we just made.<br />hmmm.<br />haha. well yesterday i decided to get people to go to chester.<br />by doing this i only really asked the people i liked from college<br />though people i didnt heard about it and came too, so we basically played hide and seek around chester.<br />with them not nowing of course.<br />it was actually an immense day!<br />i was ment to be staying at jonnys last night, but hayley decided she <br />wanted to aswel.<br />and thank god she did.<br />jonny has an obsession with Wizard of Oz stuff. seriously.<br />he has like every collection going, and decides to show us...<br />how fun..<br />but we ended up playing Trival persuit-dysney version!<br />and i win! after many of glasses of wine.<br />im too cool!<br />things are always that little bit funnier when your drunk :]<br />which is why i think last night was soo good.<br />woke up this mornign about 10!!!<br />jesus christ. too early i tell thee.<br />but we baked the cake. which looks actually really nice. <br />so i shall stop writting, and go eat. :]<br />hehehe.<br />xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:5517 2006-02-06T21:20:02Z 2006-02-06T21:20:02Z a certain Romance-Artic monkeys i was sat on the 32 bus, back to my house,<br />when there was this right wierd man<br />just staring at me. all the way to my stop.<br />i was soo scared.<br />he proper didnt take his eyes off me at all. <br />whats wrong with people in the world today?<br />but apart from that.<br />i am in such a good mood. as someone <br />i thought would never even like, <br />has been txting me and stuff.<br />which has made me really happy <br />:]<br />xxxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:5334 2005-12-14T10:31:20Z 2005-12-14T10:31:20Z non. im in the libary :S <center><small>why is it the tinniest of things are <br />pissing me off about people.<br />it's not just one person either.<br />its mostly everyone.<br />grrr.im such a tard!<br />anyway...<br />ME in <big>Priestly</big> tomorrow!<br />oh yea. haha. im comming to <u>abuse</u> ure college (only joking)<br />but i will be there all the same.<br />so every one should <b>not</b> go to lessons<br /><b>(</b>AS if you do anway<b>)</b> and come and see me :]. <br />hopefully all the hot guys that i see everyday on my way to West Chesh <br />will be there. that will make me incredibley <big>happy</big> :] :] <br />i dont even no what the point of me doing this but<br />like evry thing i write. its preety lame. meh. your the one reading it.haha<br />anyway ive got to go now, well i dontreally<br /> as were not dancing to day<br />but i cant be arsed writting anymore. <br />:] im such a nice girl. haha.<br />love you lots<br />lora<br />xxxxxxxxx</small></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:4976 2005-11-22T10:06:26Z 2005-11-22T10:06:26Z the way you make me feel <center><small>why does this college ban Myspazz??<br />apprently its too popular?? What!!? ?<br />anyway.<br />besides that point, <br />i am in a really good mood<br />because<br /><li> Jim our College bus driver, <br />has decided to be nice, for once<br />in his life time, and pick us up at 9.30<br />instead of 8.30.<br />which means we have a lie in!! <br /><br /><big>and...</big><br /><br /><li>my head of dance, isn't in today!<br />oh yea! which means i get home early!! (4 oclock)<br />so at this moment in time i am quite happy!!<br />cept for the fact that lauren, this girl.<br />just stabbed me with a pen, and it is stinging like shit :[<br /><br />lol.<br /><br />chat back to me :]:]<br />lora<br />xxxxx</small></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:4852 2005-11-07T15:47:34Z 2005-11-07T15:47:34Z <center><small>meh! i wished i went to a college more <br />closer to home<br />have three hours to do shit all in.<br />arnt i the lucky one. :(<br />juts had ballet, even though we didnt relly do much<br />we were all tired. which isnt good in my dnace teahers eyes<br />she thinks the more tired you are, the more you want to do??<br />bizarre.<br />BUT<br />thanks to Rosie and Alex<br />i have now got a big wierd ass bruise on my arm<br />from the ride at the shitty fair last night.<br />ahhh. good times. lol<br />think me&&Rosie is going to Wa1 this frieday, so i think every one shud!<br />:]<br />cause i aint going casi's, cba.<br />that has wasted about 5 mins of my time. woohooo.!<br />lol.<br />love lora<br />xxxx</small></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:4520 2005-11-03T09:54:11Z 2005-11-03T09:54:11Z hmm it seems i onyl right these things in college, <br />meh<br />anyway i was ment to have singing this morning,<br />(with a guy from Billy Elliot!!)<br />but instead we have a 500 word essay on the trips we have seen.<br />lucky me.<br />any way im going to tell you about a really horrible experience last night.<br />that i could have died from. no joke!!<br />so anyway. <br />we were on a train from ellesmere port to Liverpool around the hours of 7.<br />me and hannah and hannah, we sat chatted, when i saw a big flash on the rails, as the train kinda jumped. the lightes went out<br />then the woman on the tannoy thing was like<br />"this is an emergancey. please keep calm!!"<br />when some one says that. u do not keep calm do u?<br />i felt like i was in a horror film, as none of us had any signal on our phones.<br />and there was only one other guy on our carriage who looked dead freeky!<br />the train stopped in James Street, Liverpool.<br />which we didnt have clue where we were.<br />the horrible station man made me use a lift, with like 50 people in it. <br />even though i told him, i dont do lifts cause i was clautophobic.<br />we finally got away from the station, heading, we thought to Lime street, when like 4 people came up to us and asked for dierections, <br />one was creepy, and seemed more interested in where we were from, :s:S<br />got on the tain at lime street, and that was preety boring...<br />i finally got home at 10.30 at night. i was not amused. <br />espchially as i couldnt go climbing. grrrrr.<br />but im ok now :]<br />love lora<br />xxxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:4176 2005-10-20T11:17:59Z 2005-10-20T11:17:59Z always on time -ja rule/ashanti, (curtesy of hannah! :S) <center>how long is it since i have been on here??<br />jesus!!<br />lol<br />well anyway...<br />i just had the worst experiance of my life, <br />well that was an exxageration but seriously it was baad.<br />we had to wear crop top and dance pants, showing off your belly <br />(not a good look from me)<br />and free style to some shitty R&B music.<br />not only do i hate free styling, but the fact that every one looked ded good compared to me<br />a guess its one way of loosing weight,<br />put you in a room of all sinny girl :] <br />grrrr.<br />any way cause its our last day before half term my dance teacher decided to take all the<br />second years out to PIZZA HUT!!! and pays for them all to say thanks??<br />she told this to all the first years,<br />and didn't even invite us!<br />gosh i feel loved!!<br />so tomorrow if anyone is comming out i think we should go to the Pizz Hut <br />all ya can eat buffet :]<br />hehe. <br />i want some unhealthiy food in me for a change :]:]<br />how is every one??<br />youve got Lora back for 10 days! be bloody greatful.<br />so we have to make this half term much better then the summer, even tho the summer was good :]<br />hehehe.<br />love Lora<br />xxxxxxxxxxoxoxxxxxxxxxxx</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:4044 2005-09-22T10:05:07Z 2005-09-22T10:05:07Z jesus loves me :] <center>woohoo!<br />i have my first free today.<br />which is why im being sad and being on this and myspazz.<br />wooo!!.lol<br />is people off to das legion on friday?<br />even though it is lame,<br />ive not seen people properly for ages!! so if ure not, what is people doing??<br /><br />also i have two two for one tickets for the cinema, <br />which need to be used up by the first of October.<br />so i think we all shud venture down <br />:] <br />hehehe.<br /><br />reply to me <br />love<u>and</u>huggles<br />xxx</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dancer_spiers:3660 2005-09-08T19:02:21Z 2005-09-08T19:02:21Z new mcfly album !!! <center> gosh i feel like ive not seen people in soo long!<br />even tho i kinda have!<br />but so much has happened in the last week.<br />i absolutley love collage, it is soo ace!<br />though it does get tiring, cause of all the dance all the time, <br />but the girls and gay guys keep me amused alot of the time.<br /><br />its a bit gay tho, on a diet now. get weighed every week <br />to make sure we loose weight!!<br />at lunch are head of dance comes over and expects are food.<br />gawd the fun of dancing lol.<br /><br />kinda dreading tomorrow, got jazz, modern, and two tap lessons <br />with the most evil dance teacher ever!!!<br />shes called kate, i met her today and i allready hate her!!<br /><br />our head of dance told us today basically, <br />that we dont wear enough makeup, <br />we need to sort our hair styles out,<br /> n look more presentable. <br />its like we have to be barbie dolls!. gosh! <br />lol.<br /><br />hope you all are having fun<br />love you lots and lots<br />xxxxxxxxx</center>