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[20 Jun 2006|11:34pm]
me being trully happy lasted all of three days?
x

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[18 Jun 2006|02:12am]
happy as can be
:)
x

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[16 Jun 2006|12:33am]
ooohhhhhhh yeeeeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
ive never realised how much i enjoy watching a game of footbal.
and i dont care how many people dont like it.
i love it.

espcially standing in a pub full of supporters, chearing on your team,
talking to people about the match, singing and drinking.
and then for your team to win.
that is priceless.

today was hilarious. i ran, quite liturally from college to the pub, to watch the match, got a few drinks in, and was on my way,
apprently we went to the hardest, but msot 'in' pub to be in E.port.
of course, it was only because i was there... haha
but yeah, satnding in the crowd me and my mayte were the loudest there, then someone passed us a megaphone so we were even louder.
hahahahahaha.
i was obsessing over gerrard the whole match, and when he scored, these guys we were talking to, started lifting my up! hahaha
funny as.

but yeah, funny night, spent it with the drama and techies after the match, from college, went to platinum and the staion. but then came home.
and been chatting to someone ever since....

but bah i miss you guys, soooo much. as i hav not seeeeeeeeeen you in ages!!!!!
friday night?
anyone out?
xxxxxxxxx

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[26 May 2006|12:05am]
although nothings really happened in the past few days.
im happy.
and i like it :)
xxxx

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[18 May 2006|09:30am]
i tell you what. until last night.
i have had such a good week!
Disney was absolutley amazing.
i even went on my first Rollercoaster.
Space moutain.
it was actually amazing.
did loads of sight seeing yesterday, and went the moulan rouge last night.
but then i got massivley shouted at for helping my friends get a room key for there door!
seriously its not even funny. but yeah i homne soon.
soooo party party party
xxxxxxxxxxx

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[26 Apr 2006|10:14am]
i can't wait til the weekend.
third day back at college, and i'm allready pissed off.
x

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[09 Apr 2006|03:20pm]
im ill.
i cant stop throwing up.
and its the holdiays.
do i have like the worst luck or what?
xxxx

(i can't believe it)

[30 Mar 2006|09:38am]
[ mood | meh ]
[ music | none. as my mp battery is bout to die. ]

apprently i'm a spacker.
cause i cant walk in my jeans.
hmmm, well i thought i could tbh.
but apprently not.
my dance teacher makes my day shite.
just by one little comment.
but oh well she is not in today :)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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[28 Mar 2006|07:10pm]
theres pork on the floor!
haha. that preety much somes up my day.
ive had such a laugh today in the pryamid center.
it has meade me smile like this :) yes i have no nose, hair, body or ears. but i like it.
xxxxxxx

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last night... [26 Mar 2006|08:10pm]
okay. lest begin.
well concidering, i have no job, i managed to find 15 pound to go out lastnight.
maybe not a lot. but if you have nothing it is.
well i arrived at jamies with 15£ but arrived at the bus stop with 5£ not good.
liam bless him, was acyually really funny, had been drinking most of the day in the pub and therefor slightly drunk. he fell in the mud right by jamies, and then decided to wash his hands in the puddles. clever boy. haha.
well the bus didnt turn up.
so we waited ages in the bus stop. jamie and liam tried to get served in one stop. and didnt.
finally got the bus. but by that time we had missed both games of Lazor quest.
so we decided to go to casi's really really earlier. even before it opened!
when they did open the doors they ID us! as if they did.
while liz and liam waited for lovley laura, me, jamie, danniele and jess went to friars. which was actually really funny. finally decided to go back to Casi's and well on the way me and jess found daffidils and decided to 'smoke' them. cept i kinda started eating myne.
this was my downfall.
went to Casi's, and i started feeling really really ill. i think i like spent an hour on the floor in the toilets. most of the time pasted out.
Jess went and found liam for me. and we left.
and tbh. i dont really remember the rest..

(i can't believe it)

[23 Mar 2006|09:27pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | tbs. ]

i have a victimising dance teacher. and i hate her.
and its not fair any more.
ive had enough of the off hand comments.
i dont want to walk round college
with my head stuck up my arse like she does,
and like she wants every one of us to do.
she makes me feel so shit about myslef.
and yes i have started messing up my diet again.
and its not good, but it seems like the only way
i can be 'a dancer'.
the only reason i want to go to college now, is be the people i like.
which is actually only a few.
gawd i sound like such a typical depressed teenager..
but meh.
xxxxx

(i can't believe it)

[20 Mar 2006|10:55am]
gosh i am actually really excited for today now.
i dunno why. i'd given up the whole.
oooh look im on tv thing, after i done the worst witch,
cause tbh i had enough of people seeing me on tv.
but i suppose, its a day of college, i get paid
and the producer of the worst witch who was in love with me
is the producer of the advert.
she just rang me up, making sure it was me.
at this moment in time things seem to be looking ok.
thouhg for everyone around me it seems the total opposite.
but ahh i will not curse my self again. as sure enough i will be soon having a crap time.
lora
xxxxxxx

(i can't believe it)

[15 Mar 2006|08:09pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | taking back sunday. your so last summer ]

i am soo pissed off at the moment and also quite happy its unbelievable.
well bad new first.
my dance teahcer told me to stop being a 'mosher' today!?!?!
we had speeches to do , and we have to be filmed, and so she said for me to move my fringe, ok, i could take that.
but she carried it on, saying i want a music student
and i should act like more of a dancer.
hmm since when does my music style ever come into what dancers should
look like?
she didnt even just say it to me, it was infront of the whole class,
before i was about to do my speech.
i was mortified.
and i actually dont want to go to college tomorrow.
dont want to see my dance teacher.
gawd i actually hate her!!!!!!!
so good news?
well monday i will be in Bolton all day filming for a mars advert!
oh yes, you better watch your tv screens for me!
well it depends on what i have to do. lol.
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(i can't believe it)

[12 Mar 2006|02:37pm]
well my weekend just got that little bit worst.
my dad just walked out on my mum.
nice aye?
gawd i feel like shit
xxxxx

(i can't believe it)

today [08 Mar 2006|12:58pm]
is actually shit.
i wish i would die.
ahah.
nah im not that bad.
but it sucks. had no lessons, which yea is ok,
but its rainging, and there is nothing to do!
and plus this is the first chance i have got to a computer!
eurgh...
xxxxxxx

(i can't believe it)

[02 Mar 2006|07:58pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Mary Ann-Regina Spektor ]

right problem!
what would you do if a 24yr old
who just finished with his gf,
and is one of your good maytes
started hitting on you?
eeeek!!

though yesterday, my first day back at college
was preety imense!
i did no dance whatsover, and had the whole day to do
an assaingment, but which actually took me two hours
once i had realised i had done nothing at all!
after having half a bottle of vodka, and a joint
i just do not no what is writting on my assaignment,
but all is well.
i think yesterday was soo good aswel, because i stopped being shy.
i just chatted to people, and now i no a lot more people
just from one day!
i thnk thats made me more confident now, cause i no more people
instead of the dancers at college.
all is good for once in mylife.
i hope :]
xxx

(i can't believe it)

[22 Feb 2006|01:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Regina Spector ]

right now i am sat in Jonnys house, staring at the chocolotte cake we just made.
hmmm.
haha. well yesterday i decided to get people to go to chester.
by doing this i only really asked the people i liked from college
though people i didnt heard about it and came too, so we basically played hide and seek around chester.
with them not nowing of course.
it was actually an immense day!
i was ment to be staying at jonnys last night, but hayley decided she
wanted to aswel.
and thank god she did.
jonny has an obsession with Wizard of Oz stuff. seriously.
he has like every collection going, and decides to show us...
how fun..
but we ended up playing Trival persuit-dysney version!
and i win! after many of glasses of wine.
im too cool!
things are always that little bit funnier when your drunk :]
which is why i think last night was soo good.
woke up this mornign about 10!!!
jesus christ. too early i tell thee.
but we baked the cake. which looks actually really nice.
so i shall stop writting, and go eat. :]
hehehe.
xxx

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eee. proper scared like... [06 Feb 2006|09:17pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | a certain Romance-Artic monkeys ]

i was sat on the 32 bus, back to my house,
when there was this right wierd man
just staring at me. all the way to my stop.
i was soo scared.
he proper didnt take his eyes off me at all.
whats wrong with people in the world today?
but apart from that.
i am in such a good mood. as someone
i thought would never even like,
has been txting me and stuff.
which has made me really happy
:]
xxxxxx

(i can't believe it)

[14 Dec 2005|10:25am]
[ mood | fullnof cold, is that a mood? ]
[ music | non. im in the libary :S ]

why is it the tinniest of things are
pissing me off about people.
it's not just one person either.
its mostly everyone.
grrr.im such a tard!
anyway...
ME in Priestly tomorrow!
oh yea. haha. im comming to abuse ure college (only joking)
but i will be there all the same.
so every one should not go to lessons
(AS if you do anway) and come and see me :].
hopefully all the hot guys that i see everyday on my way to West Chesh
will be there. that will make me incredibley happy :] :]
i dont even no what the point of me doing this but
like evry thing i write. its preety lame. meh. your the one reading it.haha
anyway ive got to go now, well i dontreally
as were not dancing to day
but i cant be arsed writting anymore.
:] im such a nice girl. haha.
love you lots
lora
xxxxxxxxx

(i can't believe it)

:] happyness [22 Nov 2005|09:57am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | the way you make me feel ]

why does this college ban Myspazz??
apprently its too popular?? What!!? ?
anyway.
besides that point,
i am in a really good mood
because
  • Jim our College bus driver,
    has decided to be nice, for once
    in his life time, and pick us up at 9.30
    instead of 8.30.
    which means we have a lie in!!

    and...

  • my head of dance, isn't in today!
    oh yea! which means i get home early!! (4 oclock)
    so at this moment in time i am quite happy!!
    cept for the fact that lauren, this girl.
    just stabbed me with a pen, and it is stinging like shit :[

    lol.

    chat back to me :]:]
    lora
    xxxxx
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